Flick My Flickr

Hey! Yesterday was hell tiring. And I ended up having sunburn on my arms, freaking painful and last night I didn't sleep because of it.

So, I went clearing up all my e-mails. Deleted some e-mails which I believe, I seldom used. Came across my Yahoo Mail account and Flickr, since it's connected. Deleted old photos and decided to upload photos which are more to events related, no more personal. :)

It's not that I want to hide, but well, if me alone, is never enough. So, better I just keep it clean, rather than being the only syok-sendiri right? :)

I bet, my new Flickr will be used as my full time galleries of the happening events around me. Don't forget to visit yo! Click here :)

Granted Wish List

Yayy!!! I have gotten my ideal weight!!! I am now, 47.1Kg, with 1.52M height. Weeeeee~~~~!!! I can now eat whatever I want but still have to maintain my weight!

I'm so loving it!!! I remembered, few years back, it was very darn hard for me to reach 48kg and above. But since I moved to Selangor, I reached 50kg and few months after that, I gained 52kg! OMG!!!



Soon after realizing the "over-weight" of mine, I decided to diet. Went jogging and so... Finally.... My body weight is back like one and a half year ago. WEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!! :)

Rest In Peace, Amy Winehouse

Her name, has been known to everyone world wide. With so much troubles related to drugs and alcohol, Amy Winehouse, was found dead at her house in North London, yesterday, Saturday 23rd July 2011. She was famous with the song Love Is a Losing Game, and more, has been announced death.

To her family members, May God Bless You. Surely, she will be missed, especially her fans. Rest in Peace, Amy Winehouse.

I'm a fan of her songs, musics, lyrics, and tattoos. I'm so gonna miss her!

New Life Begins At ZERO

Yesterday before donating my blood, I went to weigh myself, and yeah, my weight is now 49kg. Two months before, I was 52kg, and while in Kuching, I was 48kg, and yesterday, it was 49kg. LOL It's truly unstable weight of mine. Up, down, up and down. Hopefully, I can reach to 48kg and maintain it.

I'm 152cm, and overweight is something worries me off. I can now eat whatever and do whatever I want, just to maintain the weight. Simple though. Eat every meals. Make it 6 meals a day but take a little portion in each meals. And avoid taking RICE! :P

I love my weight. And am actually love it when people around me noticed that I'm getting slimmer and slimmer. LOL My tight uniforms are now loosen a bit. Can't wait to achieve it to 45-48kg. Weeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~!!!

Few things had happened lately, and it makes me realized on certain things. I had sleepless nights, thinking about it. It turns me to an old me, which is uncertain, unsure and undecided. I am all myself at the moment. Being myself, and I'm loving it.

I don't need to expect, and don't need to rely on to it. :)

Song: Wait For You by Elliot Yamin

At the moment, I'm in love with this song. With all it means. :)

Enjoyyy ....

Red Yarn: How To Make A Cute Self-Made Red Yarn?

In Bahasa Melayu, it is called Kelentong. LOL But I think most of us know what RED YARN is. And I believe, when we were still kids, we used to have one and play with it right?

So, today during the lecture. We were asked to make a red yarn for our community posting in the rural areas. At first, I thought it was hard, but then, I was wrong. LOL It was easy and am very satisfied with what had I done.

To make a red yarn, all you need is a scissor, a paper, a compass drawer, and a red string (or what ever color of string you want to use or make it colorful). So, mine one is red, because it will be used to make the assessment to babies. And that is why I could not make the colorful or any other color. :)



First, get a paper, and compass to draw a pair of circle. It depends on yourself on how big you want it to be. But better, if it is less than 12cm and more than 5cm of diameter. When you have done with the circle, make another small circle in the circle you have drawn. Just to make it easier for you to knit later, make small circle, for at least 1-3cm of diameter.

Done with the big and small circles. Cut the big circles neatly, and when its done, cut the small circle, to make a hole in the big circle. Get it? Just cut it and make it round with a small hole inside.

When you have done cutting it, take the circles, and double flap the paper side by side, and knit it with the string. Knit it till the hole of the circle becomes small and hardly seen. Make it thick to get better result.




When the hole is small enough, like at least half centimeter, take the end part of the string and tie it with any flipped string you knitted. Tie it hard so that it would not broken. Then, take a scissor and cut open at the edge of the circle roundly, following the side of the circle paper knitted inside.



When it is all cut open, take a string and divide the halfway red yarn into two side with the two circles,and tie hard the center of the red yarn so that it would not break off. Tie it tightly and the left over string is left untouched.



Then, take your scissor again, and cut the circle of paper, from side to the center and remove it. Do it for both circles, and tadaaa!! You're done! You can even trim the red yarn to make it looks good, especially for children. Kakakakakaka :P

Re-Activate Friendster, MySpace & Tagged

Lately, I have been thinking to re-activate few other accounts such as Friendster, Tagged and MySpace. Facebook seems boring and few friends are enjoying with some other accounts. They told me that they purposely re-activate their accounts since Facebook becomes slow and boring.

I wonder, how is it look now? I mean Friendster, Tagged and MySpace. I might re-open it, and might not. Unsure and undecided. :)

When You're Not Even In My Family

You don't need to spam my blog just to let me know of the past. Do you think that I care so much when you know him so well? And when you know more friends of his than I know? Do you think that I care much about the promises he made to you? And do think I care enough to know what have you both done during the past?

Fuck yourself, please. I don't know who the hell are you, pouring to me all of the things that I hate to know. It has been so long since the last time I was disturbed, and I prayed hard to God so that this would not happen.

You should not compare what have you done with him and what I had done with him. I don't need such info to move on. They are things I avoid myself to do with him, and they are things that I don't want to do with him.

If you're a friend of his past or if you're her, spamming my blog using Anonymous, I think, you should stop it. I don't care what has happened before, because I have accepted him long time ago. Maybe because of that, we are not blessed especially by you.

The curse I believe will make us stronger, and I'm trying my very best to keep this relationship secured. Making me regrets would never worked on me. I had never regretted to accept this relationship.

Spamming my blog to Google up things about your past is something I don't really interested. Doing so will only make me wants to puke, but since I have nothing else to do, and I bet, there's nothing much to do to delete all of your Data in Google, so I guess, I better skip it this time. I got lots of time, but I got no say when it comes to your past.

You don't need to go around, and tell me what you shared with him, and he is still using it. WTF! Do I care much? No. Hell no. And he told me he owns nothing related to you.

For a moment in life, I stopped, and wondered. How have I been into your life? If I didn't say yes before, I think, this would not happen. Things happen for a reason. God sends him to my life, in order to make my life more blissful. I had never regretted in saying yes.

If you're reading this, let's just move on. Why dwelling at the past when future are waiting? I believe, whoever you're, life is great. You hardly enjoy the present when the past is still hunting you. Let go of the sorrow, and bring back the happiness. And let's new chapter of life, begins.

I am glad, with the life I'm having. I'm happier and blessed. Everyone deserves to be happy, and that includes you, Anonymous.

Move On To Look For Happy Ending

You pine away at past memories, longing to hold onto those wonderful moments. In reality, the longer this happens, the more painful it gets. I've woken up for a long time, yet I am not sure how I can break free. What am I to do to save myself? To make myself happy again? Do I have to escape somewhere to forget? Or is it possible to stay and move on?

Mood: Swings
Song: Breathe by Tailor Swift

Review: Gold Coins Gain

Gold IRA? Kind of interesting. Buy thousands of gold bullion, and sell it off during the economics crisis, you will earn more and gets rich faster!!! LOL Few conditions where you can sell off your gold bullion are war, inflation or maybe budget deficits.

Through IRA Gold, only certain are allowed to be held to IRA. which is the Gold American Eagles and Gold proof American's Eagles. Gold American Eagles is held tied to the gold price, and it moves up and down, everyday, which means that, it's unstable.

Have you ever sent a post to someone else which is far from you? I bet, you maybe are wondering, how to send over the Gold 401K? Make it like a simple package. They will open the package once received to do inspections. After that, the gold will be repackaged and stored separately until you decided to sell it off. :)

When The Decision Is No Longer In Your Hands

I have many friends who had experienced this. She wanted to do something, inviting her boyfriend to come along, but the boyfriend rejected for some reasons.

And she still want to go with her plans, the boyfriend started to say about money he has to earn. And many hard work he has to do in the future in order to earn more money.

The sad thing is that, when she has no plans, her boyfriend would not say that. But when she has plans, he started to say such. Expecting the lady to understand maybe? I bet, better for him to tell her the truth rather than saying this and that which actually hurts her more.

If the man does not allowed her to go with her plans, tell her. Don't simply tell her the no money thingy, the work, the payment and blablabla.. It hurts the lady. She wants to have plan with the boyfriend, but he does not want it. It's actually quite sad for her, but don't make it worst by saying those.

When money is always the problem, how would happiness comes to your life? When life is all about money and work, when is the time to be spent with the loved ones?

Strapless Bra: Her Sexy Cleavage

I kinda interested with this strapless bra, but it's pretty pricey. Saw it online, but nahhh. I had try my best to trust shops online, but failed.

It is not to build great cleavage, but I want it since I love wearing tube tops and sleeveless. I don't have to wear transparent bra strap. LOL

And it's another credits if it can give me a good cleavage. LOL I need to buy one!!!!!!!!