I'm stuck at the junction, not knowing to which path I should go for.
Let's by gone be by gone.
I know I'm gonna miss you.
Let's by gone be by gone.
I know I'm gonna miss you.
Religion: Does It Really Matter?
It is sad to see couples broke up when it comes to religion wise. I wonder what had happened when they first met? Have they ever thought of this? I mean the religion issues.
For me, it is not worth to continue a relationship when you're not willing to sacrifice it. I believe in God, but that does not mean that when you converted to another religion, you will have to forget the God you have always believe since you were born.
I believe that, once you believe in God, no matter in what religions, God will help you as long as you believe that He is exist. And I believe no matter how devoted you're in your religion, once you converted to other religions, God is still there to help. Just that, the way you practice the religion as a follower will change. That's all.
I won't continue any of my relationship if my partner is not willing to convert for me. It's Malaysia. If this is not Malaysia, for my relationship sake, I would love to embrace any religions depending on my partner. I swear. Because for me, once you believe in God, in any religions, God will believe in you. :)
For me, it is not worth to continue a relationship when you're not willing to sacrifice it. I believe in God, but that does not mean that when you converted to another religion, you will have to forget the God you have always believe since you were born.
I believe that, once you believe in God, no matter in what religions, God will help you as long as you believe that He is exist. And I believe no matter how devoted you're in your religion, once you converted to other religions, God is still there to help. Just that, the way you practice the religion as a follower will change. That's all.
I won't continue any of my relationship if my partner is not willing to convert for me. It's Malaysia. If this is not Malaysia, for my relationship sake, I would love to embrace any religions depending on my partner. I swear. Because for me, once you believe in God, in any religions, God will believe in you. :)
I Trust My Instinct, Yours?
I trust my instinct so bad. Because I know what will happen. When something bad is going to happen to me, my early morning will be very much restless to me. And I will start to wonder what's gonna happen next.
I remember last few months, I had planned with friend. We went to KLCC to watch movie and to meet up with my cousins. Early on that morning, I was restless and nearly to cancel the plan. But I had to go on since I have made the promise with this friend and cousins.
On that morning, my mind was thinking about all the bad things. Including what had my ex-boyfriend threatened me about. My mind was messed up with all the troubles he caused me. And the savior will always be my current boyfriend. But then I realized, I was with friend and cousins, not my boyfriend. I was a bit terrified and kept on scouting around to see everyone around me. When I thought it was nothing, on my way back to Sungai Buloh, I bumped into my ex-boyfriend. I was shocked and I told my friend that we must immediately leave the place. Thank God she understood the situation, and we left.
See, I trust my instinct. If something bothers my mind, that is the sign something bad or good gonna happen. I remember when I was in secondary school, few friends told other friends that my instinct is good.
Whenever they tried to copy my answers during exams, I will look to them and they will look away. I just can't help myself to not to look at them whenever I feel so uncomfortable as if someone is watching me.
Even if you're 10 meters away, if you look at me, I will feel the same thing. I will feel that someone is watching over me. I will try to search for those "eyes" and be sure enough that no one is watching me. But always, there is someone watching whenever I feel the uncomfortable feeling. :)
So, I trust my instinct. And I love myself for that. My instinct is very good enough and it helps me during my exams and outing. It helps me to be safe all the time :)
I remember last few months, I had planned with friend. We went to KLCC to watch movie and to meet up with my cousins. Early on that morning, I was restless and nearly to cancel the plan. But I had to go on since I have made the promise with this friend and cousins.
On that morning, my mind was thinking about all the bad things. Including what had my ex-boyfriend threatened me about. My mind was messed up with all the troubles he caused me. And the savior will always be my current boyfriend. But then I realized, I was with friend and cousins, not my boyfriend. I was a bit terrified and kept on scouting around to see everyone around me. When I thought it was nothing, on my way back to Sungai Buloh, I bumped into my ex-boyfriend. I was shocked and I told my friend that we must immediately leave the place. Thank God she understood the situation, and we left.
See, I trust my instinct. If something bothers my mind, that is the sign something bad or good gonna happen. I remember when I was in secondary school, few friends told other friends that my instinct is good.
Whenever they tried to copy my answers during exams, I will look to them and they will look away. I just can't help myself to not to look at them whenever I feel so uncomfortable as if someone is watching me.
Even if you're 10 meters away, if you look at me, I will feel the same thing. I will feel that someone is watching over me. I will try to search for those "eyes" and be sure enough that no one is watching me. But always, there is someone watching whenever I feel the uncomfortable feeling. :)
So, I trust my instinct. And I love myself for that. My instinct is very good enough and it helps me during my exams and outing. It helps me to be safe all the time :)
Life: Quit Blogging
I have been wondering in days back about getting my blogs shut down. I have only two blogs at the moment, and I feel like I could not update it like before. I thought of doing this blog as my personal diary, but still, no things I want to share with my readers, sometimes.
I do feel that I don't have time. Lately I have been catching up on my studies, later more work after exams. I can go online when I'm free, during weekends.
I enjoy blogging. And I don't want to quit my blogging life to soon, but I cannot think that way since I can't maintain my blog very well. I love all the posts I made back then. When there were many comments left.
Now, as if, I post and share it to no one. No comments or feedback. I believe, all of my blogs will slowly diminished from blogsphere. :)
I do feel that I don't have time. Lately I have been catching up on my studies, later more work after exams. I can go online when I'm free, during weekends.
I enjoy blogging. And I don't want to quit my blogging life to soon, but I cannot think that way since I can't maintain my blog very well. I love all the posts I made back then. When there were many comments left.
Now, as if, I post and share it to no one. No comments or feedback. I believe, all of my blogs will slowly diminished from blogsphere. :)
Happy Mother's Day!
First of all, I am glad I have seated my first paper well. I was glad to see myself in the exam hall, answering the questions smoothly. This will be my first time sitting exams on Sunday here. Anyway, it was a happy moment.
Talking about mother's day, I remember my dad used to tell me, when I was still in my mom's womb, I was actually induced to come to the world. My dad used to tell me I was stubborn and didn't want to get out from mom's womb until doctors decided to induce mom's labor.
Dad wanted me to come out on the exact date with my mom's birthday and yeah, I did it! I was born during my mom's birth date and two days to Mother's Day in 1991.
She always said to me, I will always be her precious birthday gift, though I'm still stubborn ever since I was in her womb. So here, I would love to wish every mothers a Happy Mother's Day. Especially to my mom, your love is eternity. May God bless you always. :)
Talking about mother's day, I remember my dad used to tell me, when I was still in my mom's womb, I was actually induced to come to the world. My dad used to tell me I was stubborn and didn't want to get out from mom's womb until doctors decided to induce mom's labor.
Dad wanted me to come out on the exact date with my mom's birthday and yeah, I did it! I was born during my mom's birth date and two days to Mother's Day in 1991.
She always said to me, I will always be her precious birthday gift, though I'm still stubborn ever since I was in her womb. So here, I would love to wish every mothers a Happy Mother's Day. Especially to my mom, your love is eternity. May God bless you always. :)
Backstabbers?
I bet most people have experienced being stabbed by friends or closed ones. Backstabber is one thing hard to be judged at the very first place.
Like what happened to my case, I trusted this girl so much. Trust her so much but she abused it. She told me and explained to me what happened. She said that she was not conscious when she was talking about me. In other words, she slipped out things she was not supposed to tell anyone to someone who hates me so much.
Not worth for me to talk more about it, because it will change nothing. I face all the troubles she caused me, alone. And I passed it all. And I am glad I was not wrong at all.
I just hope, one day she will realize the importance of thinking before you talk. No matter to whom and about what. Please think before you do.
Like what happened to my case, I trusted this girl so much. Trust her so much but she abused it. She told me and explained to me what happened. She said that she was not conscious when she was talking about me. In other words, she slipped out things she was not supposed to tell anyone to someone who hates me so much.
Not worth for me to talk more about it, because it will change nothing. I face all the troubles she caused me, alone. And I passed it all. And I am glad I was not wrong at all.
I just hope, one day she will realize the importance of thinking before you talk. No matter to whom and about what. Please think before you do.
