A simple update from me… I am all alone at house…just came back from my village… again,my village swallow by the flood…. The rain looks will never stop there… and the flood is raised from time to time…. I helped my family members to save all the things from being eaten by the water… and now, I got my back pain again… cold and bend too much… and I’m tired…sleepy and missing…
If you guys have signed up for facebook…my latest update was about my niece and nephew…. Well, honestly since yesterday I missed them more than I miss my boyfriend….Sorry Cyril…:D I don’t know why, but I really know that I miss them very much after looking at their cute pictures in facebook… they are the 2nd generations of Alen’s family… and which I heard my eldest sister is pregnant again now… Congrats!!! And I am so happy to have another niece/nephew….
Aiesya Zahraa
I missed the only chance last week when they got here…but I was working… and the chanced to see them disappeared…I even dreamt about their coming to our house two days before they really came by… I really hope my sisters will bring them here again… when I off… not during my working day…
Did you people watched news just now? Was not about the Gaza things, but about a woman who was dissatisfied being rejected for the temporary teacher post… I wonder why she should felt dissatisfied with it… she deserves being rejected for that…. Maybe she is blaming the highest management for her own mistake, but why should she blamed them? Even, logically, maybe she could even think why she was rejected for the post…
I am explained about this though… and I even knew the post is cannot be filled by woman who is pregnant… I remembered my cousin… she was asked to stay from pregnant for two years… as she was still a temporary teacher…
And maybe the highest management of the educations here has logically reason as such… the pregnant temporary teacher are hired to replace teachers which are not in the school… so, to avoid the government get into so much trouble, they have to strictly considered the temporary teacher’s conditions… as in, if the temporary teacher is pregnant and soon will labor baby, the high management have to search for other teacher to replace her? Is it kind making so much trouble to one school of replacing too much teachers for pregnancy?
I guess, this is logic enough why the educations ministry has this kind of terms for temporary teachers… they think about the future though before it will soon trouble themselves…
And few political issues in Malaysia… talking about the racial rights… I am just wondering, and even this topics will surely comes out whenever I watched news with Cyril... why do some people nowadays taking small matter as the racial problems… I will not mentioning what issues…. But if you really watched news, you will surely know what…
I feel like this people are trying to take over the country and taking the races in Malaysia as their “fly over” to get what they want… do they think the consequences of these behaviors? Are they trying to show kids-behavior those young people like me? As the elder people in Malaysia, they should show some good roles to the young people like what they always said… young generations now are likely the future leader of the country… but how you would like to shape the new leader of the future if now they are showing bad attitudes to us…
Do they remember about the tragedy that happened in our country on the 13th May 1969? Do they want to experience it again after all the peace we have in here? After all the success in our country? And all the solidarity of our tribes?
If to think back the tragedy, I feel scared… I don’t want to experience those things… and I really fear of the war that happens in Gaza… maybe I am too young and maybe you might think I should not talk about this… but what I remember, all Malaysians are allowed to say whatever they want as long as they don’t talk about sensitive issues…
I don’t know who reads this, but I just want the leader of the states to stop whatever they are thinking if the “things” will harm our own country… hope they will take the 13th May 1969 tragedy give them lessons… let the peaceful, harmony and solidarity in our country remains and will follow by the other countries as a role model… *hoping*
Chinese New Year post? Kind of… having bad experiences during the night before CNY… but well handled and got someone which was really helpful during the moment… first of all, I was working yesterday which supposed that I was off, but the owner requested me to replace him while he away having family dinner with family… I totally agreed with him as he promised will close down the shop earlier… but then, the shop close 30 minutes before the actual time… which he even promised me to close it an hour before the actual timing… that’s why I was very damn angry with him... Cyril was even there to pick me up as he heard about the earlier time the shop might close… I was moody enough to show to him… but he was kind of relaxed with me…
After work, I went to Jambu Restaurant and Lounge as planned by Cyril… this was the first time I stepped my feet into this classy looks restaurant… I could rate this place for 4 stars of 5 stars place… its comfortable… privacy?? I could very say I was having my 100% privacy there… but what really spoilt the place was their waiters… Kind of “selekeh” with earring here and there… wearing the non-proper attire as a waiter… the menu?? Iwas satisfied enough with their menu… most of my favorites are in their menu… well,I ordered my “Kamikaze” and British fish and chips… if you wonder why every time I ordered those, I could say I am fear of trying new things… I prefer to order what I know and likes…
I was a little “hung over” which was maybe because of my tiredness… I came easily fall drunk with a small cup of Vodka Lime (if I’m not mistaken)… truly with full stomach, I decided to see fireworks before going home…
Today, I went to my friend house for CNY visiting… the only house for today… no open house but I still glad to visit her… with long time never see her after the last day of schooling, at last I met her… with her eldest sister hospitalized today waiting for laboring new daughter, the house was still cheered enough being with her father and herself… no angpau for me today as I am grow enough… but my sister received RM 150 from aunties and uncles as my parents was having open house while I was working…
Weird right? My family celebrates CNY too… even we are not Chinese, but to remember our grandparents(father’s side) which is Chinese, we celebrates this CNY every year… this year was my first time away while my parents struggled for the CNY open-house…. *sad*
I have sitting in front of my computer since one hour ago on trying to think what topic I should write in the latest post… I got nothing else to write but to steal Fahriee’s post… sorry Fahriee…. I went to read his blog a few times on the post about Rihanna… after reading it and think back, I should link my post to this… its fun to release whatever dissatisfied in blog about something around you…
I’m not going to write about happening during the Rihanna’s concert because I didn’t manage to come there to see her… “Talk to me when Malaysia’s a REAL Islamic country”… again, sorry Fahriee… I guess most of us know about how sexy the celebrities especially the Western one… not mentioning people here and even in Indonesia…
But why we people here having such a narrow minded in welcoming those people… we tend to be so holy towards them as such condemning those who wore something which revealing parts of their body……. Even, they have to follow the rules in here… what rules?? WTF!!! Why do we organize laws for only the outsiders but how about the local people??
When you look back at the photos, tell me who’s is more revealing parts of their body?? Is it fair to treat people who love to come here as such??? Why I haven’t heard anything about we people here condemning our own local artist which actually wearing just like the western one… even the western people are wearing more decent than the local one… but getting so much busy-body in order to let the western people in trouble… protesting and condemning other countries celebrities about the attire…
I do wonder is this maybe their way to develop the music industries in our country??? Influencing not to love the other countries celebrities about how they dressed and they behaved??? How people will get influenced by this propaganda if the local artists are much more behaving worst than the international artists???
And talking about ASIAN VALUES, what actually values the Asian have??? Is it the girls wearing “tudung” but get into the pub and get drunk? Or is it the man with “baju melayu” but willing to left the “songkok” in car to get inside the 4D shops? And how about, the very holy people receiving money to cover someone’s mistakes? And talking about whores and prostitutes, we have it here right?
So, talking about Islamic, how Islamic we are to show to another international countries all over the world? Do we really clean with those mentioned? We still have it and we even have the increasing of those mentioned… but why we still pretending to be so holy towards the outsiders? Is that the truth? If the outsiders caught here is worst than they think, how should we feel? Embarrass for cheating them?
Some might disappointed with all these, some local people whom tend to be so holy ban people who I think I’ve got no reasons on what to ban? Like Irene said in Fahriee’s post….”Since they ban this ban that in West Malaysia, why don’t they bring it over here to the east. I’m sure they won’t get ban here *LOL* People from the east can fly over to the west just to catch their fav artistes, why don’t let them come here and let the west people fly here and it will boost our tourism sector! Hahaha…”
I am really truly agree about it… maybe next time they should bring the international artists here so that they won’t be condemned after that… and MAYBE people here are much more sporting than the West Malaysia… *laughed*
AND BEFORE I FORGET, I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EVERYONE
How do I start? Cyril have posted about this which I should post it first… but got no time at all, now my post became his post…haha
What happened? If you read in Cyril’s blog, this is actually about guys which trying to flirt me… it happened during my working time…
Confession? Firstly, its not that I am a typed who always complained this and that to people, but I guess, this thing should be known by Cyril so that he could do something to stop the guys from disturbing me…
Why do I take this thing seriously? The guys were too much… even they knew that I have my BF as Cyril always come over to my work place I have made it known that I am taken and shouldn’t be disturbed by them in any way…
What happened? He called me “sayang” which maybe for some people might be okay, but for me, the way he pronounced the “sayang” really annoyed me… and if he got free times on his work, he will surely come to my place and disturbs whatever I am doing…. The guys even bothered my customers as they would likely to stand in front of the entrance door… and happens that the customers have to wait for them to step out before they can enter in…. and not only that, I don’t mind if he come to my place with no disturbing attentions, but he was just not disturbing me… he even disturbed whatever his hand could grab… and after that, left with the untidy conditions… it was really make me worst…
What else happened? My colleague, in front of me… with my eyes wide opened then, one of these guys touched her face in a lovely way as the guy felt that my colleague is his gf… but, my colleague is not his gf… we don’t even know the guys… we just new there, but the way he treated us, just like the way my bf treated me… I don’t care if happened that my colleague’s bf touched her face in font of me…. But?? The guy whom we just knew him for about few minutes before took the opportunity when she looked down and touched with his all hand to all of her face… from the forehead to the chin of hers…
Why I involved in my colleague’s matter? Well, I am her colleague… what happened to her this currently might happened later to me if I take it fro granted… and I won’t want to be treated like that as he is not my bf… before the thing got worst, it is better for me to prevent it first…
Maybe some might say this is normal, but for me, once you’re taken, this is not a normal thing… and for me, once you’re taken, no other guys could touch you any way they like… once you’re not single, the special treats would only for the special one… and once taken, I should behave like a non-single one…
I don’t agree with the “Even people’s wife can be taken, what more your girlfriend? “Quote… if everyone is agreeing with this quote, soon, the world turns down… because, since this is a small mater now, but soon it will be a huge matter to be discussed even in the parliament… everyone is taking whatever they like even they knew the things is already taken…
For the things which passed for about two days ago, I could very say that I am so annoyed with those guys… the don’t act like they are gentlemen… they don’t bother not to flirt someone’s gf… I am so much disgusted with people like this… they are too much desperations in life… maybe they feels they are great enough right? But actually, they have nothing but to show off… euw!!!
Well, a very quick update from me… a little tired and a feeling of relief for few things which has happened to me these few days… … affected me badly…
As you all could see, my Cbox has been removed for some reasons…you could see a note left on this side of my blog… there is nothing else I could do but to remove it… no more place to chat with people… even Justin’s blog too has removed his Cbox, maybe for the same reasons too…
And even starting from now, I won’t be revealing about my work any more… or maybe not too much so that I won’t be in very bad position again…. I regretted of my own mistakes yesterday which I was nearly to loose the loves one… I made up wrong decision that I didn’t take any of his opinions… for some time then, I realized that I should not did that… and to loose the loves one, I couldn’t willing it…
This is maybe too much personal even I am asked no to reveal too much about my personal life… but this might be very useful to people outside there especially to the couples or even the married ones… I am not married yet and I knew I shouldn’t tell this as I am not experiencing much about it…. I shouldn’t talk about it as people might eat more salts than me…
From one to one, the last thing I realized being understands towards your partner is the best way to keep your relationship safe… I have made up a very huge mistake that nearly takes my happiness with it… I maybe still too young to be serious about relationship, but what should I be? Just play fool while coupling? Ending every relationship on hurting my partner in order to satisfy my desire on fooling people? Well, this is not me… to get a very good relationship in future started now… if I keep on fooling any of my partners, in the future, I might used to it and surely this attitude will inherits by me till my marriage…
I am now could say that I am fine enough as lastly I could really think that what were the consequencesif I still follow the wrong decision made up at first… thankful to God that I still own what I own before… I didn’t loose anything… especially my really loves one…
And to him… you might scolding me for being too personal in this blog, but this is the only way for me to ask for your forgiveness of being too stubborn last few days… I admit, from now on, I should listened to your opinion before taking any decisions… yesterday was my huge mistakes towards you, I am sorry for that… I was very mad of what has happened… and I was unsure of what should I do… and who should I listen… I am not going to blame you, but I will blame myself for being too much and didn’t care about what you feels…I am really sorry for what has happened… and here, I promise with all the readers as my witness that I won’t do it again…. I promised you that I will listen to your opinions about everything…. And I will discuss everything which happens to me with you…. And I promise you I won’t’ take what ever you say for granted…. J
And for my online- friend, Sharon Lim… thanks for everything… I won’t realized my mistakes if you didn’t say it… and thanks for calming me down… here’s the surprise for you… me and my loves one being together back… I’m not his just for a few minutes… but then, we both settle it in a good way… Sharon, thanks for your cares towards me… I maybe not your sister or even I never meet up yet… but your care towards me really touched me during the down moments in my life… Love you!!!! :D
And to all the people out there, especially those who try to disturb me these few days… I have to say this so that you stop bothering my life… I have found the life with my loves one… with happiness and understanding typed of person, I admit that I love him so much that I never loves any of my exes before… I maybe ever said that I love them, but I know, I never feel like this… I just love him so much until I couldn’t explain on how much do I love him… infinity? More than infinity…
updated 1115 @ 190109
thanks for Princess Snow too for her supports during the down moment... same as Sharon, even i never meet u, but u cares about me a lot... Thanks!!!
